Friday night, I was supposed to attend a new-to-me Bible study. God opened a lot of doors in order to let me go, and as I’ve been craving good Biblical fellowship, I was super excited to see what He was going to teach me. I knew a few of the attendees and knew that several others were great Christian people. It seemed perfect.
Then I woke up Friday morning with a headache. It got worse as the day went along, but I was convinced that Bible study would be worth it, even with a headache. I was over halfway there when I realized I couldn’t go. I ended up at home, nursing a throbbing headache and the chills and nausea that come along with that. It was disappointed to miss what I was so sure would be a great night, and the chance to make new friends, but God reminded me He has a plan for all things in my life and that I don’t need a Bible study to be close to Him. He is always enough.
I took that selfie in the mirror before bed. I was supposed to be in a new house, talking among people I had never met. I took this picture not to document my disappointment (or to show that I obviously don’t care how my hair looks when I’m sick), but rather to remind myself how a night can be different and still be beautiful. I got to witness my siblings playing “mission trip to Kenya” and spend some time learning from Jesus. I don’t know why it wasn’t in His plans for me to go Friday night, but I do know that He is always good.